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Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Brothers and sisters who are blessed by Allah SWT,
it is so nice for us to meet you our brothers and sisters
to accompany your sahur wherever you are.
We are now in our studio
We usually visit out figures in their homes, outside of the studio.
Alhamdulillah in this opportunity we have a guess that we will get to know,
and Alhamdulillah she is willing to come to the Radio Silaturahim studio
Let’s say hi to her, assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh doc.
Alaikum salam warahmatullah wabarakatuh.
I hope you are doing well doc.
Alhamdulillah
Now, brothers and sisters, our guest today is dr Carissa Grani MM AAAK.
Yes
what kind of title is that doc?
What does your title at the end mean doc? What is your specialty?
Well drg basically means dentist, MM is magister management.
I happen to study hospital management,
because it is related to my work, since I often work in the hospital, so if don’t know about hospital management, I would not be confident.
And then AAAK means Special Assistant, Health Insurance Expert
It actually is more of a complement.
I once joined a certification program, something like that.
Ok, now brothers and sisters, dr Carissa reverted into Islam, one year a go right doc?
Yes, on March 15.
March? So it has been a year? March 15 2020, right?
Alhamdulillah brothers and sisters, in this opportunity inshallah we will listen to the journey that brought dr Carissa to revert into Islam.
Mashallah. Ok maybe to start off doc, we would like to know what kind of person you are, what is your background, where were you born, what kind of family do you have, please doc.
Yes, greetings to everyone.
Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh
I am so grateful, Alhamdulillah, to be invited here.
This is also my first time to share about this topic,
in front of the media.
Regarding my background,
I was born on 26 July 1984,
so I will be 37 this year.
Since I was young I was raised in a Christian family
And then I got married in 2010,
and until now I am blessed with three children.
My husband, I mean my x husband is a servant of God.
And then what do you call it, what else do you usually say?
I now work as a civil servant in West Jakarta.
I was born in Jakarta.
So you have been in Jakarta since you were young?
Yes
Ok doc, now about your education, your school, until university, did you do all that in Jakarta as well?
No, so my kindergarten, elementary, junior high school was all Catholic school,
in Pamulang, South Tangerang.
And then I moved to Magelang in my Senior high school years,
in SMA Taruna Nusantara.
And then I studied my dentistry in the University of Indonesia.
And then I took my Master’s degree in Esa Unggul,
Maybe my next question will be a question that you often hear,
that has something to do with your reversion.
For you personally, what moved you into reverting to Islam?
What was the story behind the hidayah that came to you?
Could you share the story to all of us?
Wow, I instantly feel like crying now.
Because it’s true, that whatever happens to us has been written in Lauh Mahfuz right?
I just found that myself after I returned to the fitrah of Islam.
Being a Muslim has never crossed my mind, ever.
With such a family background that I have.
And then with a husband.... Also with your education since you were young
I went to Catholic school
and in terms of tribe as well, most of my tribe are not Muslim
So I have never thought that I would be a Muslim like now.
now, so one day in early March it was the beginning of the toll fee pandemic, right, we
last year
Yes, that time there were massive recommendations about putting on masks,
to wash your hands often,
not to hake hands, right?
I don’t know why but at the time I saw this in the form of a muslim woman who maintains her ablution.
because she cannot shake hands right?
there are a number of my work colleagues who refuse to hake hands
before, when I saw this I thought to my self, “that’s a bit too much”
and then the women who wear face covering, and then they took pictures, I used to ask myself, “are they noticeable?”
or their husbands, wouldn’t they mix their wives with someone else?”
I am sorry, but that was how I used to make fun of this.
but somehow in the beginning of the pandemic,
I saw all these (recommendations) as something practiced by those muscleman.
Like now, all of us are like forced to wear the niqab right?
So I said to myself, this religious teaching is no good, especially since I have a medical background,
So in the beginning I was not studying about the doctrines within the Islamic religion
I was also afraid to study it.
So I was only doing things like browsing, “oh the benefits of ablution...”
as well as the benefits of movements in shalat
why people wear niqab, it was like that.
So I was only looking into the simple stuff.
I was thinking to myself, this (religion) can be proven medically,
but the religious teachings of it are also there.
it all started from there, the shalat movement, why we do this,
and why our feet, our toes should be pressed like so.
from medical point of view, all these could be explained, right? scientifically right?
Exactly! Since then I started to question it.
But sometimes there were also rejections in my mind
“But the prayers are all recited over and over again,” I said that to myself.
I mean the recitation.
Because in the afternoon I hear the same prayers recited over and over again.
But of course that was what I knew then.
then again my mind told me that maybe Allah meant something, so I kept having this dialogue
Sometimes I looked at the sky and said to myself
“But the prayers are recited over and over again,” I would told that to myself.
But I felt that Allah answered me by saying that, “ Isn’t the World itself going round and round with its own calculation?”
I once learnt about how we have to say some zikir up to 100 times and so on.
when I was a non-Muslim. So I asked myself, why must pray up to 100 times or a certain number of time?
Would it be any different if we recite the prayers three times or something?
I used to say that to myself, but something inside my heart said, “the World itself has its own calculations.”
If this World experiences an error for just once second, then everything will be destroyed, right?
So all of my questions found their answers.
When I thought that, Oh they are praying on the floor, it seems like a dirty thing to do.
But I thought to myself again, “But that way in front of Allah we are all the same,” but at the time I did not say in front of Allah.
I said to myself that in front of God everyone is equal right?
We are all the same, whether we are rich or poor, we pray on the floor.
We cannot choose like, I am sorry, but previously, we could sit on a chair, and for those who are confident they could sit at the front.
the rest could sit at the back, the chairs at the front are more beautiful.
But (Islam) is different. Your seating position will depend or whether you come early or not.
and of course the first line will be filled with the males right?
So at first it was like that.
and then I started to had doubts.
It was as if I was on a crossroad.
Between doing the old thing that I was still doing,
but it felt empty.
You were doubtful?
Yes.
When I was driving my children to their Sunday school
and after that I would pray by myself.
in the adult corner of the Sunday school, but when I reached home something was missing, not like it used to.
But I also could not yet do my prayers according to the Islamic way, I had not studied it yet.
So for a while I skipped praying completely.
How long did you skip praying completely for?
Not (that long), maybe in the span of two weeks or so.
Because in the beginning of March, and then two weeks after I lost my confidence.
People who are used top ray and then they stop praying, then they would loose their confidence, they would be scared, and have anxiety, right?
So then I said to myself that I have to make a decision.
So I told my story to one of my friends.
Because I did not know what to do.
Was that friend of the same religion?
Islam, in fact she was a Muslim.
I went straight to my Muslim friend, but a male Muslim friend.
Because If I went to a female friend, I am myself a female right?
Females sometimes gossip right? I was so scared that my story would leak.
I say this as a female too.
I am sorry
So then I told my story,
He was happy to find that I had an interest in Islam.
and I only told him the story that I just told you here.
But since it was not nice for me to talk too much with him since he was a male, he referred me to the Muallaf Center.
Umi Irene?
No not yet.
I happened to meet Mother Sri.
in Muallaf Center, West Jakarta.
My friend did remind me,
Find a sister, and if this sister talked bad about your previous religion, don’t continue seeing her.
Hey, you've vilified your previous religion, you don't have to continue, if for example, what's his name, he doesn't
teach monotheism either? can you continue, that's the message, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Then I went there
, already k addoro too, so when I made an appointment at 09.00 that day it was Sunday I remembered March 15th
was 9 minus 10 so I got there and was shocked Mom Oops I forgot I didn't know it seemed like it was
the first day of Lockdown he didn't want to open it should but unfortunately forgot to tell him what he said
it's okay, it's okay, it's okay to come in and out after I sat down for a while, then some people came
, others came, they were rejected, all of them were scheduled to this day because that hasn't happened
until today, the site says, for example, I'm still reading the same Koran. The United States hasn't
opened yet, Mom, you haven't said that. That was a long time ago, yes, I mean, if not, yes, I've arrived today
, maybe it's not the creed, maybe another song, yes, it's already there.
Why did I tell you like that, okay, and it's true, like my friend said he didn't ask my
background, all of them didn't ask anything, he immediately explained the monotheism, the pillars of faith, the pillars of Islam,
while telling him it was tears. seemed to flow tausiyah from 09:00 until near
midday Mother nanya how doctors work now like how ya had it so right I learn
first I said so when sure later I ah converted to Islam I said so Continues Mother say
yes may be so right but do not count the reward yes he said It's loud because he hasn't said that yet,
Doctor Carissa wants to read kuramoto. The middle of the prayer. Oh, the reward hasn't been counted. Oh, I
see. What does the creed contain, Mother, believes that God is one, believes in God, Febra, believes that Muhammad, the
messenger of God, believed I said so, that's what it contained, Oh yeah. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I already made my creed, I said
that, I did n't think anything of it, it wasn't there at that time and it's true, didn't I
explain anything outside of monotheism, that's what it's called, Budal, took my hooded robe, the
call to prayer for the midday prayer, I was guided to say the creed. Mother said that last time informal
, if for example doctor Krisanti is more sure that she wants to repeat it in the mosque with more witnesses saksi
please say that but I don't know why in my heart, I don't think it's informal because it's already in
front of Allah, that is, I don't have to back down anymore because it's already before Allah, it's
impossible to play around like that, right, so with that provision, I just converted to Islam after the creed
The change in his creed is like that, how do you feel about it or not, it's just like that, yes, I'm
just right, the money is tauhid Hey goldfish. Then after that, I finished it, I was looking for mukena,
looking for open. Well, because I thought Ashar, I had to pray, I'll tell you my friend. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I was told
what it's called Oh, I can already use YouTube, learn to use YouTube and even then, the children,
so that the pronunciation is slow, I've used YouTube several times, until finally
, Wednesday, it was time for me to go to the office, waffle again, wafo Oops, I have to tell you This is the same thing as
a female friend because I have to be in congregation in congregation, it's impossible for me to install it.
Not yet blue, what's the name, Not yet covered us I said what's the name, I have to say the female one,
I can't turn on YouTube at the mosque, maybe. Well, finally, I told one
of my friends at the office who had a long hood. I don't know who flew the plane. I can say,
Ma'am, last Sunday, the creed of Allah akbar, Masya Allah, they don't crying, he immediately
cries Sis, when I know I know how my ex-husband is how handsome he is, guys. I'll
tell you, it's like that, I'm happy, but Icha doesn't think that because of that,
people get Hidayah, right before marriage, right? Married already have three children, it's heavy, if it's a
mess, it's a mess. You already know what the plan is. Like it or not, Mom, I don't know, I
said it's nutrition. I know that after last Sunday, the doctor's creed, Icha Haram, and my
husband were said to be even more surprised. I was shocked inside,
but it came out Oh I see, Mom, it's like Yes, that's it, maybe that's it h God's way, if it was
all, Mother might have asked my husband, how is it like this, and lately, if you're a cadet,
it's illegal, maybe I'll think again, No, that's how it is, there's definitely a
problem, right, there's a problem, it's just that we've been hold on like that, because yes, we know that
God is the creator of divorce in any religion. Yes, that's all, right. Now only when it's like this and
this is the price I have to pay, it's worth it. Yes, I thought about it at that time and it was the worst
. I just wanted to obey the invitation when That's it Oh that's right Ma'am So I'll be separated later, Mom, I'm going to bed. I've
resigned. Thinking about it, I've been separated. Since then I've been to my room and the attitude has ended
. Er. Yes, avoiding me, I haven't told my husband yet. I haven't told my family yet.
That story is already on my cellphone. Finally, I prayed with this mother several times until finally, when the
schedule was wood, the mother was still writing how to pray, a sign that she was happy, Mom, I went to the mosque id
I said it didn't take long for Lockdown to function. Iyo, adherents of early March, almost all of these places
, including mosques, are really good, so when I look at it, it looks like Pan is
so bad. Yes, but for me personally, it's a lot of blessings, so time is still Tulok,
like it or not, I have to keep praying, whether I want it or not, I have to memorize the prayer readings,
maybe if I'm not still a legislative candidate and I'm still in your congregation today, because that's the case because I
don't read it like that. congregational prayers,
dear memorized until dawn, I can pray alone without YouTube without congregation,
right, recite it Yes, novaline overnight because you don't want to have to, If not, I'm not
mistaken Hey, read a lot of kVA, it's been repeated many times on the internet. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Write down all kinds of
ways so that in the morning I can pray it makes it easier for the name of Allah Yes, it really feels
like that, Mas , it's like that Then, no one knows. In the office other than my mother, it was only about a month
later that it started to shock. Why do I disappear every time I call to prayer at the office, right? Every time the mother and I
say that, right? Usually, when mothers pray at the office prayer room, I don't go to the office. this
mosque is right we go to the mosque that's it continued to easily start a month caught at fathers friend's
office that man right because the mosque male yes yes continue the story he meet a pity
others really see a doctor Carissa mosque Hoyong bener never possible like this, and then try and try
, sometime the photo of the word is true Lamela is strangely excited to be photographed Yes, until finally my semen
suddenly SAW Hurray, I want to go home from work and come to save me Congratulations, it's very safe, what
I think is like a year old No or no Congratulations, congratulations, so we're done
like this, that's how I imagine it's nothing, I don't want to talk to my office friends, I
don't want to chat with my family, that's just me the knowledge is very minimal if I
immediately say how to do it Keep asking questions and it's a shame
if I explain it wrongly or something like that I'm afraid it's magical to be wrong Just study first think you
want to learn more so learn more then what's the name maybe there is I know, but it was Allah
who designed everything perfectly and very neatly, so my friends knew first, then
they started. So it's not like I in my family thought it was because I am a Muslim majority
civil servant environment that influenced me to become a Muslim even though we don't have
religious language at all national, yes, that's right, then I ran once, the community ran too,
right? I'm done running. There's no discussion about religion either, so what's the new name.
After that, they know, they just send a link to send a book, what is it, right after that
it's new Now then there is one of the Koran teachers who corrects the reading like that and says When will you do it? ok, I
have to talk to my husband, especially because why and the closest family of parents, please say Yes
later, ma'am, I have entered Ramadan, if you tell me what it's called, it's not immediately chronological,
some of them have disappeared, so no one is asked, I only get guidance, but that's how it goes,
so that's it That's what the Nur mod is called, when I started Ramadan, I started to learn how to pray Tarawih, that's
how I learned it, but I was still on kefir, two days before I started the first
Tarawih, I was thinking, how about the 4 rakaat, I'm excited to pray it's going to be a house. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I
have CCTV, all of them have only one blind spot, which is in front of my clinic door, so if
there is CCTV from there, CCTV is right in front of the door. It seems like the Blend sport ca
n't be found anywhere, so I pray in front of my clinic door. which one is near
the bathroom next to the clinic door, so I pray there secretly, including my maid, maybe I
don't know I know, even though they might wash the mukena that doesn't belong to them, maybe they know that
too but don't ask that every time they pray, they sweat as much as corn because they get hit so badly,
it's discovered that 4 rakats to Rose are taking too long. I can't imagine eleven rakats of tarawih. What's up
But, I don't know if I can do it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I just kept on studying on the day I had to go back from
work, suddenly I entered empty houses so the children of the maid's husband turned out to be
invited to go to the in-laws' house and then I finished Tarawih, finished the last roka'at, the
gate was opened so the term is that they just came back so I can do tarawih smoothly, that is,
it's a lot, then alkasi every time I finish the obligatory prayers, I'm Alhamdulillah,
God can pray, give me the ease, O Allah, to be able to pray, then it continues like that
, I remember the process very well when I was still I haven't found out until Lebaran or what until now Ning, during
Ramadan, I thank God I can't speak language yet Arabic, so I read the language translation. If
I was a non-Muslim before, I used to fast a lot too, so the usual assessment is
that I often get used to it and then it ends. Eh, even if my husband sees it, it's not and
he's used to it because he often fasts, sorry about fasting. this baseball only to prayer
that we are a little better now that I've kept exhausted can the third week of Ramadan if not one of
the finished translation of the Qur'an I mean I nyari Mas mistake that I read his intention
was to complete my order cepet-cepet if Is there something wrong, so I just know a little bit,
I mean that's the goal, right? If not, it's possible. It might not happen, even if
there is a fatal error. Ah, yes. Hey, how come it's from the front to the end, it's getting here
Juz 27 this and that, how come I'm more sure and I don't find anything wrong, whether I'm a layman, yes, but what
I usually do before is reading my own book, how come it's a contradiction
I say this at the Christmas trial, that's a lot, that's a lot of what I read
in the past, definitely compared to this, there should be more for a new book like that
, that's not familiar, I should have more questions I don't know why none of the
questions are like that I was so surprised that I finally said to the Ustadzah who
corrected my reading I said it wasn't going to be a while. Soon, will my family know AC
Milan, I feel because I asked God many times first, if you have it first before reading
the others Slank Qur'an What The name is because your message was Mother, at that time, you already wrote
the Qur'an first. Later on, the Al-Hadith will be new to other books. Because that's the human one. Then
I told you Ma'am. I'll tell you it's true, April, I was caught by a friend office 15.may it was
discovered that my husband finished the Isha prayer, I feel like the prayer equipment I saved
well, that's the corner after l Lebaran, last year I haven't yet, it's not Ramadan yet. May
15. What's it called? Aa, it's still my Ramadan. Isha, I was caught
, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to do. Yes, I told my office mates, yes, my book was
caught, I said. my prayer tool I can't pray I say that if it's year too, just
keep quiet first, don't look like you prayed that too, sir, two days before or how many
days before, just not long before that, I was reading Spiky that prayer
I missed the tayamum part. I think there is still a lot to learn, tayamum later,
that's it. Yes, I think because Marsha is here and there, she has a lot of tayammum, I don't know,
but why did it stop at me to stop and I read that, so when the prayer tools were taken, whatever it
is, it can't be used, what's it called, yes, I remember being patient and praying your helper, right,
under any circumstances, I have to keep praying. Even
though I can't see praying, I ended up not doing ablution using tayammum and then wearing the cover. If not,
what kind of bedcover is a bed sheet and made a cover like that just because I can still pray
but it's still normal, or is it a sign that I'm not there? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . the movement is complete but if it's
not there, if it's there, what's the name, what's the name eh Hey, using a voice like tayammum,
it's like praying that one, I don't use that prayer on a trip, it's like I'm on a trip
like that, it's not like that, it looks like that already After that, 31. May was
discovered. Now, the climax is that 31, I was detained, haha. Adobe, maybe viewers
or new listeners have heard, blaming the radio, maybe. Who is in charge of the Iwan Awards at the
Rasil Iwan Awards, we have a guest, dentist, Carissa, she is wrong. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . One convert, yes, who reverted to
Islam. Rivet. If the English is complete, Fadlan's theory is actually because of ke Come back because
his nature is actually serious, Beb, and now he's back to Islam a year
ago. 03-15-2018, the community was there at the beginning, Doctor Kalisa explained that it turns out that this Tetan has given Masha
Allah, yes, wisdom for the curry doctor. Same with this pandemic, oh God, bring back
the Hidayah Way. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . for doctor Kalisa How can the village doctor tell him that he sees Muslim women wearing the
niqob or veil, they don't come into contact with non-mahrom, it turns out that he is
a doctor scientifically, scientifically speaking, the public health side is extraordinary. One of them was said to have
led to the arrival of Hidayah, yes, the doctor there was just related I want to tell you that the
peak of the exam was the biggest presentation, maybe, doc, when I returned to Islam, that's
how there was a BlackBerry pause, okay, hello, so the time of May 15th was discovered. Finally,
I was living my life as usual again without my ex-husband knowing because he also
ordered you taught me As for the Bible memorization verses, I teach my children the memorization verses too, but
I just didn't do the Bible because I couldn't do it. If so,
it continued until the end of May 31, I remembered I wanted to go for tahajjud so it was around three and a half four
o'clock. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . in the morning, yes, yes, I thought my husband was asleep, so I took ablution and held a
prayer mat. Then again, I was about to take takbir, suddenly I was in the children's room, right, I said, sleeping, already
separated in the children's room, the door was bad, the door was opened Hey but the doctor is already I want to pray like that, it's already
like this, I can't do anything, I've heard it right away, I didn't hear the
footsteps, usually I'm Mas, So before every prayer, your footsteps are right, I'm
already at the end of the prayer. I repeat it from the front, it immediately becomes That's it again, now,
I really didn't hear the footsteps, so it turned ugly. He just
kept looking at it. Someone saw me wearing a mukena, I gave up on the mukena. u then he immediately
came out again and then i opened this i didn't continue the prayer i believed it came out sorry
ma'am you know you know what wing is that family right i
told you that you were looking for what he said, right then i said at that time what was the name of this
hi oh yes before that, indeed I was side by side with my sister I think maybe
my husband also got a leak from my sister yes maybe yes because I had a discussion I
said Christian justice that criteria I said Kadek I will There's also a medical school,
I told you, Brother, if you're looking for a book that is renewable, right, this is it. Yes, it said,
right, delete The Swan, right, I said that, right? Yes. Now I'm still thinking that I said that.
For example, yesterday, Jesus was what we thought was God. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . That's right, if it's him, it should be God,
that means when he comes, it has to be plenary, it's already perfect, so there's no need for
another prophet to be appointed. I sent it because God himself came down to become a prophet, right, so why
should there be a next prophet like that, right, he should have been Plenary. Why and the Prophet Muhammad,
yes. Deck, I said that, what is Muhammad's name, not a hoax? Yes, it means that there have been
so many people the witness who saw that he was alive so there was indeed so
, God willing, it's good that Jesus is there, Muhammad is there but Ken, I'm confused why is there still Muhammad
If yesterday Jesus was God, I was like that ah I can't be like this like this, I was given the
book Islamic Invasion, read the book Islamic Invasion Wa, you are here Now, that's stressful.
Be careful, Sis, anyway, if I don't want to have children, what's that, oh, you're so big,
right, I'll take your child, if you have ideology, it turns out that it's gone you already have a feeling Yes, it's already like this, I
'm very suspicious of my DP, DPW, I drew this picture, you look at the rain, especially this ablution
, it says that the dp of his hand is bigger Here's a hand praying there's water, it's because of the cold rain
, I'm suspicious and I post it on Instagram That's a photo of me I've been to Dubai, Sir, the photo to Dubai does
n't have to have to be mosques with the Grand Mosque, you have to wear it, you don't have to
wear a headscarf I'm wearing a shirt, I'll put a photo on it, I'll write it 7. May if not 17 Meitu
today Four years ago, I wrote something like that. Now I started to get suspicious, so
after that, I went back to my husband and said what happened on the phone. husband like that Oh, that
means I got it from my sister, right, I bought it, the husband was like that, he was like this and it kept running out I was just about
to answer, it was taken to my ear, yes, he's a lawyer too, so he knows the points
that can't get a visa, he said said Hah No traces of the word ear scalp
will hair yes so I was hit in the direction of the ear I fell directly because it would balance yes
my balance center fell I hi it hurts Dede hurts Dedek like that and I'm really hard so that I mean
there are neighbors or helpers. Sorry to hear that, right, because I was screaming and being
grabbed, I was pulled into the children's room again inside the child, later in the children's room, I was pinned
against the wall, there will be children sleeping in my room, now I only found out after it helped me
say that one of the children woke up and heard but didn't dare to get up, just crying while
like this he was under the blanket he said like that he told Ma'am and
then after that I was ignored again inside the wall and then turned over My body was beaten again and
then I was told yesterday it was just so and so what kind of killing I was told, if you stay
like that, your big child, the son who loves the third boy, I killed him too, he said that,
yes. I'll do it if I die, I won't the important thing is that papa is dead in
a Muslim state I think Yes but if my child is I am three years old Yes so
that's my time it's heavy, three years and six means that I'm not okay, it's okay Yes, I'm afraid
So, yeah, that's right, I'm afraid, Bang, I've given up on another one to death, I thought it
was over, that's all right now Oh, are you coming with me to his mother's house? She's praying for God's servant huh
God's servant -in-law then went to your parents' house. You said that already. I'm already out.
Follow me. I don't know what to do. I just zygote and let it go. Yes. All I know is that I
just found out that it was only the remembrance of the Prophet, the prayer of the Prophet Yunus, the prayer of the Prophet Ibrahim. it just goes back and forth like that,
lailahaillaantasubhanakainnikuntuminazzolimin Husnul, it's in my car and so on until
now, just give it away and it's finished until I get to my mother-in-law's house Oh, he told me that he also hit
my thigh again like this and then it finished, my smartwatch said no, don't hit it again
So, you can give me a drink, but I was given a drink just because I wanted to fast, that day I just put
it on my lips, I didn't drink it twice, I was told to eat num, but I just paste it
and I'm praying for you to be told why yesterday what was your name yesterday you were stupid
I'm Jesus right and you got miracles Then why did you have to move here, right, my parents-in-law also have a
master's degree in theology, so ah, that's a lot of Bugis theology books. It's logical that the husband is also a lot but
I never touch it because I flatter it, it's different from Hinduism, you know, I
've never touched a book and I want to meet a lecturer, Mama, who's Islamology, I'm sorry, people mentioned
the names of the lecturers, I just met there like that kan katanya gitu kan pantes mama tuh kayak
pernah ngeliat kamu tuh dalam sebuah bangunan terus kamu kayak ngintip-ngintip gitu katanya
pernah kayak dapat lihat gitu kayak mimpi aku kayak didepan bangunan mungkin masjid ya kan
aku celingak-celinguk gitu udah selesai Inka THC kemasukan setan mungkin kita Terus yaudah saya
pulang dia nelpon orang tua saya nggak diangkat Ya udah akhirnya kita pulang kerumah waktu pulang
ke rumah sama diperjala nan juga saya switchgear terus nggak berhenti itu saya udah pasrah atau
gimana enggak tahu harus Yamato maki-maki atau diem aja diem aja sambil ke selama sih Kesel gitu
ya terus udah terus habis itu sampai rumah mungkin dia lelah ya tidur saya Anak saya udah bangun yang
lagi itu udah bangun saya mandiin gitu kan lagi mandiin anak tiba-tiba Mbak bilang bukti depan
ada polisi tiga dibilang itu saya kaget kenapa ya Pak saya keluar gitu kan ibu kami dengar tadi ada
keributan gini-gini saya Kami dari Polres Jakarta Barat gitu Noh udah Terus uh Iya Pak Tapi udah
Pak udah nggak papa Pak dia tahu pak mukulnya di tempat yang enggak bisa divisum saya bilang gitu
disini sama dijambak saya bilang gitu terus habis itu gua pergi aja saya usir paksa usir nanti kalau
Taka bangun saya tambah dipukulin lagi nanti saya bilang gitu nggak bisa Bu itu diapain lagi
Ibu kemana dibawa Kenapa Google saya ke mertua di sana saya dipukul lagi itu sadap polwan kan coba
dilihat masih ruas-ruas jarinya itu masih berb ekas di ada ya terus itu di pelipis udah ada enggak
mulai memarnya udah mulai muncul ternyata ternyata walaupun di sini ada keluar jadi dua bulan itu
hitamnya enggak yang malah powernya tuh enggak hilang tripis tripis ini karena deketin Iya deh
iya Oh gitu terus habis itu ini terus habis itu nggak bisa Ibu harus ikut kita kita visum nanti
saya bilang apa Bilang ke Mbaknya ngambil uang atau Belanja apa gitu kalau bapak bangun gitu ya
udah Terus habis sedih Itu polisi tahu menelepon itu thank ya Iya mungkin kan itu kan tubuhnya Jadi
maksudnya mungkin tenang tapi ada keributan Ya udah terus habis itu saya di sana Pak pulang Pak
pulang pak gitu visum juga minta buru-buru gitu terus sekalian beli HP hp-nya Besok aja saya mau
pulang feat takut masih takut itu kan anak-anak Iya takut itu Pokoknya saya takut gitu terus habis
itu nggak bisa Bu harus Yehuda terus udah selesai semuanya Terus sekarang mau ke mana Tapi kalau mau
pulang nanti jadi kayak nanti ada jadi sanderaan atau ATM atau apa git u kan nggak bisa nanti pasti
jadi ancaman lagi anak ini gini-gini enggak bisa coba karya saya tanya dulu kebab Bapak udah bangun
belum katanya gitu dari 09.00 sampai ashar Lho belum bangun biasanya di ada suara berisik aja Itu
bangun-bangun itu udah lagi itu jadi mbak sekarang keluar sekarang juga enggak usah bawa apa-apa sama
anak-anak saya bilang saya jemput di depan saya jemput di depan ya ditemanin yang polisi-polisi
ini langsung saya dibawa ke Sentul keumireu ya sampai sama anak-anak ya nah sama anak-anak semua
udah tinggal kesana tanpa membawa apa-apa yang di badan udah Terus dua hari kami Mandika ganti
baju menunggu-nunggu dari temen baju-baju bekas itu karena kan di sana nggak ada juga
Hai kemudian udah itu saya sempet galau itu masih sana itu aku Cipta Umi Umi seminggu ini anak-anak
03.00 belum tidur susu Enggak habis makan gak habis enggak pop saya bilang gitu juga fresh juga
Pak kaget ya betul tempat baru gitu kan Terus habis itu apa saya pulang Iya Umi aku bilang
gitu aku d zolim gak sih sama anak-anak saya sempat ragu gitu Umi bilang kamu nggak boleh ingkar sama
kemudahan yang sudah lokasi di langit Apa namanya kalau apa enggak semua orang tuh dikasih kemudahan
kamu biasanya orang rebutan anak dulu loh dengan gampangnya bawa anak keluar gitu kamu mikir enggak
kalau misalnya kamu keluar tanpa bawa anak-anak fitnah apa yang akan ditimpakan kepada kaum itu
kamu nggak sayang mereka Kamu ninggalin mereka kamu pergi dengan mungkin laki-laki lain Iya gitu
kan itu terus kalau sekarang kalaupun nanti anak kamu diambil mereka sudah lihat kamu larinya ke
mana Sama siapa Ngapain kamu disini gitu Hai itu memang ternyata hanya ujian sih jadi serta itu
bener Inna maal Usri Yusro tuh bener banget itu aku rasain banget Mas Jadi tiap ada sesuatu nggak
lama terus udah besok anak-anak enjoy gitu udah langsung langsung kayak kayak diuji dong dulu saya
Tegar enggak gitu kuat enggak itu sudah pasti ada sesuatu lagi udah gitu Itu berapa lama do
kabur dan negatif gitu maksudnya total Tiga bulan Tiga bulan bisa Iya tapi itu sangat menegangkan
kalau diceritain emas karena kan saya satu CPNS Iya betul ya cuti saya enggak sebanyak itu jadi
akhirnya itu dan saya jadinya out sudah langsung ngurus untuk berkas perceraian dan itu kan enggak
Mudah juga kalau PNS ada jenjang-jenjang nya harus izin harus BAP na proses untuk saya ke
Jakarta untuk BAB itu kan orang tua lagi nyari saya suami lagi nyari saya enggak tahu keluarga ya
itu menjarak 1 meter Mas di kantor tuh sebenarnya mereka ada tapi bisa Allah lindungin terus selain
masih di Islam diluluskan nyeri itu nyari katanya itu karena setelah udah enak ya sekarang sih soal
hubungan apa Semua udah baik mereka taruh satu orang-orang di tiap lantai sebenarnya
udah dibilangin ini fotonya ini kalau pakai masker ini kalau pakai kerudung Udah digituin Teteh nggak
ketemu itu saya di jalan Romo yassir wala tu'assir gitu-gitu terus dibantu teman-teman banyak banget
Saya orang malu ya sungkanan gitu sama orang Jadi sebenarnya eng gak minta tolong sama orang gitu
saya doa ya Allah ya tapi Allah Kayak gerakin semesta orang-orang itu ngecek Tolong saya gitu
waktu saat itu Mas Jadi udah sampai pulang lagi sampai Umi bilang ada harinya yang paling Umi
ini pasti udah Umi aku kayaknya rahim diri aja Umi ini pasti aku ketangkep pasti ketahuan udah jadi
aku nggak usah pergi atau gimana gitu kayak mau lari gitu kayak nggak mau hadapin gitu tapi pas
shalat malam dapat ayat dari fussilat fussilat 30 31 itu saya ingat banget sore langsung saya
sering ke umi umi Aku berani sekarang ya udah waktunya apa Jadi itu isinya nanti boleh dilihat
ya itu Jadi intinya kayak Allah itu ya udah keep kami yang akan melindungi kamu gitu ketika kamu
milih agama ini gitu Teteh kamu milih Allah ya mereka malaikat-malaikat Allah itu yang akan
jadi pelindung saya un'estate PD saat itu dan bener pasang teh sampai balik lagi ke
pondok Umi udah Umi selamat Umi nggak ada Umi gitu hamdulillah itu mereka juga doa teruskan di sana
gitu Bukannya ingin g imana ya karena saatnya belum tepat ditulisi bukannya mau menghindar
terus gitu sih enggak sih nyari udah keadaannya lebih save baru itu mau bertemu dengan mereka
gitu udah memang bener waktu udah waktunya Allah itu saya ketemu orang tua jadinya penduduk berapa
bulan dari ia masuk islam itu ketemu orang 31.mei pertama ketahuan dijambak gitu tadi yaitu nggak
lama dalam proses itu saya ketemu orang tua itu dibulan Juli Julia saya selesai saya ulang tahun
itu saat dibantu kohani juga tuh waktu ulang tahun pohon dibilang Australia Kamu ucapin ke
Papa saya ulang tahun Jun Saya suruh kirim video gitu terus anak saya ulang tahun juga suruh video
nanti itu bagaimanapun tetap orang tua camuran walaupun beda agama tetap orang tua kamu berbuat
itu harus tetap buat baik itu kabarin mereka kamu baik-baik aja sama anak-anak kayak gitu akhirnya
ya ditemukan dalam kondisi udah-udah bisa nerima gitu dan ternyata yang polisi sampai divisum babi
itu ternyata ada maksud Allah juga saya nggak pernah ada ke pikiran kan Mas ngelaporin suami
untuk visum KDRT enggak pernah ada pikiran dan hati saya Walaupun itu bukan KDRT pertama saya
sebelum-sebelumnya saya enggak laporkan gitu termasuk Kadin juga sudah pernah ya tak terus
tapi apa namanya ini pun saya enggak minta polisi untuk itu setirnya tribunnews.com Hah
tapi ternyata ada maksud Allah jadi yang tadinya suami mungkin masih mengancam untuk seperti itu
tiba-tiba ketika proses itu berjalan laporannya dan hak mau ditangkap jadi tahanan Kejaksaan
langsung dia menemui pengacara saya langsung bilang atau menuruti semua persyaratan yang saya
kasih ya akhirnya gitu yaitu Jangan Oh ya untuk yang tahu suami saya enggak ada takutnya orangnya
itulah istilahnya maksudnya itu enggak sih segitu dia enggak yang bulunya akan dibilang rela masuk
penjara karena bunuh kamu juga gitu nah terus tapi tiba-tiba Gitu dia bilang Tolonglah Damailah cabut
laporannya kayak gitu terus jadinya sudah disitu dia namun player saya terus kita bilang bahwa F
Oh ya kita mau nya apa bercerai balik baik-baik ha kasus sama anak-anak sama saya harta bersama buat
anak-anak dan dia setuju eh sampai hari ini sudah Alhamdulillah sudah hubungan sudah damai walaupun
sudah enggak bersama saat ini rumah kayak gitulah pemalu kerjasama saya gitu yang diluar dugaan saya
karena kan saya udah mikirnya saya udah Sebatang Kara jauh udah yang tadi yang di awal itu saya
udah kemungkinan terburuk sayang pikir itu saya nggak tahu gimana tinggal dimana Dogs Setelah
dari balik ke rumah selamat rehat jadi sempet diem mikirin tiga bulan 4 bulan dipinjami rumah teman
saya juga teman kantor di daerah Bintaro terus abis itu baru saya ketika hubungan sama suami
sudah baik-baik aja terus yang tadi sama suami sudah kita tanda tangan di notaris Kalau harta
bersama punya saya tours kunci rumah dikasih ke saya kunci kendaraan dikasih ke saya baru saya
kembali ke rumah sama anak-anak itu suami tinggal di ini sekarang Saya kurang tahu karena kemarin
terakhir Saya tahunya di rumah kakaknya git u nah terus sekarang di mana sentence Iya maksudnya
rumah ini udah sepenuhnya udah iya iya atas nama dokter kali saya kalau gitu kita kemudahan juga
ya itu semua kemudian dia orangnya pasti jadi awal pasti yang masuk Islam setelah berkeluarga
punya anak tiga berantakan ratakan udah Mas tes saya yang tahu saya juga orangnya tuh yang kayak
Trimo aja gitu ya enggak ada perlawanan itu make sampai ya kursinya sangat banyak mas karena saya
akan satu sangatlah Mungkin saya juga orang yang juga melayani di gereja gitu tiba-tiba
begini banget ya mungkin kaya gitu terus abis itu kemungkinannya ada orang lain terus habis itu apa
namanya mau menikah sama orang Islam Jadi kayak begini gitu kan padahal ya begini aja hidupnya
Rusdi sampai sempat mama saya bilang ke Mbak saya bilang ke ibu kamu ya udah kaya ya jadi saya
waktu di bih Hai apa pindah ke Ponpes LDII berani Mamen keutamaan suami saya ini dia lagi di hotel
di apartemen ada soal adalah laki-laki kaya yang hidup India ya kayak gitulah gitu te rus habis itu
padahal sebenarnya di sana Iya betul kayak gitu oh ada di kantor ada yang dipegang aki hamil jadinya
begitu gitu-gitu banyak juga gitu Tapi ya udah apa namanya ISL untuk sesuatu yang korban mengorbankan
banyak hal gini Apalagi anak ya anak itu kan itu ya yang berharga banget ya Iya saya dari kemarin
bertahan dalam masalah rumah tangga ya karena anak itu kan terus sampai saya begini juga masa
sih karena cuman hal begitu aja Saya pindah gitu kan gitu eh apa namanya akhirnya yaudah
saya Biarin aja yang penting Allah yang tahu hati saya kayak gimana itu Alhamdulilah itu kayak yang
tadi saya bilang itu sangking sempurnanya itu saya dikira udah merancangkan ini semua
pada enggak ada satupun saya di setiap ditanya di kohani saya ditanya sama temen-temen kampus
Khan yang pada dateng itu bilang rencananya Icha gimana kerjanya gimana enggak tahu enggak tahu
enggak tahu setiap dengan itu saya enggak tahu tapi ya udah hari ke hari tuh Pertolongan Allah
ada dan mungkin yakin siang uta ma itu Mas Jadi ada kadang keraguan kadang ragu nya gini Saya justru
Ketika saya harus percaya itu serat kayak setan bisikin kamu yang rusak kamunya buat kebahagiaan
anak-anak ya kayak gitu disaat suami saya bilang saya lagi mau bertobat kau malah kamunya yang
pergi dari saya kata dia kayak gitu nah terus itu tapi balik lagi ke 37 rezeki er gitu kalau
ada bisikan itu saya zikir lagi kayak kalau bilang bawah Siapa tahu saya justru pembuka Jalan Hidayah
buat keluarga saya Ya kayak gitu nggak pernah tahu sih gitu kan itu Hidayah murnikan hati ya Allah ya
gitu Saya suka itu Masya Allah luar biasa akan bikin kita ragu-ragu itu saya ajaran saya enggak
ngomong tapi kalau anak sehat kirimkan saya udah tahu benar gila kita akan yang menghancurkan umat
betul-betul status galau banget yang mengasihi habis itu bercerai itu saya pertahankan dari
dulu itu kan Jangan sampai bercerai lain tetapi Akhirnya saya mikir like in itu kan semua ininya
dunia ya teh yang diberikan oleh John label yang diberikan dunia Apa gunanya saya tetap punya
keluarga yang utuh tapi akhirnya saya enggak selamat gitu kan nanti kan terakhirnya Yaudah
masing-masing sendiri kan pertanggungjawabannya itu kan di akhirat pertanggungjawaban
sendiri-sendiri jadi ya udah saya ambil resiko itu saya percaya Masa iya sih kalau saya sama Allah
anak-anak saya jadi berantakan jadi jadi ini gitu ya ya udah warna paling besar usia berapa
997 kemudian ini mau empat tahun tanggapan mereka dokter memeluk Islam Ia lumayan 90 mungkin sudah
mungkin saya nggak ngira betul ajarin taat banget Iya Suruh ngafalin lihat-lihat ayat
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banyak itu cewek-cewek cewek-cewek cowok dia udah browsing ternyata jumlah pemeluk agama
dia pakai inggrisinggris gitu sehingga bisa jumlah pemeluk agama Islam di dunia eh terbesar di mana
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sebutin Kenapa kamu Dit kamu nyari itu saya banget mungkin dia dengan logika anak-anak ya kalau
banyak mungkin itu yang benar Mungkin saya nggak tahu ya Kenapa dia arahnya ke sana gitu Tapi sih
memang secara Hai Dia angkat tanyakan anak-anak yang lahir dalam pernikahan agama apa ya itu dia
agamanya masih itu sampai Dia memutuskan untuk pindah mengganti ya gitu sedengan dia mengerti
gitu kalau dari secara hukum gitu Saya juga Konsultasi sama apa Kanada tergabung grup-grup
mualaf juga yang akhwat itu juga ada yang ternyata salah satu kasusnya sama kayak saya yang dapat
hidayahnya setelah punya anak Nah itu saya tanya gimana kita ngajarin atlet takutnya mereka bingung
atau apa Malah jadi enggak Agak menantikan malah lebih repot terus saya disaranin untuk enggak papa
kita tunjukin akhlak yang baik sebagai seorang muslim nanti ya n anti mereka akan menekan Nah
kalau secara anak-anakan akan memilih yang enak yang Islam lebih-lebih sesungguhnya gitu pasti
kalau melihat itu kan Kayaknya lebih susah ya modo arus Cuci dulu doanya banyak tiap hari gitu kan
Indonesia begitu ya kan Bu atau anak-anak Aamir yang lebih enak Mungkin gitu kan cuman make kita
uploadnya mungkin dengan jadi contoh aja kayak gitu sekarang ama keluarga dari mantan suami
masih apa udah baik sekarang ya sama semuanya sudah baik sih sebenarnya walaupun dokter kali
sendiri Iya ibu bapaknya alhamdulillah juga saya denger cerita mualaf ada yang dicoret dari kartu
keluarga layak gitu kan Ya udah alhamdulillah saya pikir masih lama lagi saya bisa diterima begitu
ternyata enggak mereka Langsung bisa menghargai mereka lebih memikirkan keselamatan ya selamatkan
nyawa gitu Jadi mereka menerima banget saya dari yang menghargai mereka juga shalat tetep ngumpet
di kamar gitu sampai akhirnya saya kelihatan salat pun mereka malah jangan berisik anak saya juga ada
anak yang kecil godain jangan gangguin Mami lagi sholat kayak gitu yang mereka menghargai itu puasa
ini saya disiapin sahurnya apa menu untuk berdua dong ya kedua Alhamdulillah sih ya kamu ya Iya
simpul sebelum tadi udah biasa lah iya iya iya wedas ada bedanya situ puasa sebelumnya sama
puasa ketika sudah memeluk Islam tahu saya rasa sebenarnya prinsipnya sama kita nggak
hanya menahan lapar dan haus tapi Apa nama ibadah meningkatkan ibadahnya judul sampai magrib juga
enggak Kalau dari teknisnya beda gitu ada beberapa macam jenis puasa kau di sana kan ada yang waktu
itu saya pernah yang puasa air aja 40hari makannya enggak pernah enggak makan 3 hari nama anak puasa
gitu apa 3 hari Enggak makan enggak minum kayak gitu 40 hari cuman minum doang ada macem-macem
ada yang cuman puasa Daniel yang cuman makan sayur aja kayak gitu yang daging-dagingan enggak oke ya
ada-ada Ada macam-macamnya sirih puasa Romadhon Ah biasa aja lagi Maksudnya udah terbiasa dengan
tidak makannya memungkinkan biasa juga sih mobil tapi rasanya apa ya kan saya tahu ini kan nanti
salahnya adalah dosa kita dihapuskan kayak gitu Yang tiba-tiba ya yang amal kebaikannya
digandakan ya gitu sih yang itu yang jadi kayak gitu ya bener nggak jadi lebih semangat gitu aja
sih karena rasanya itu keberkahannya ke banyak gitu terus harus sedekah sama orang gitu kan itu
yang beda bedanya Disini di situ kali ya sekarang masih belajar di Um Irene atau dimana Oh center
atau di grup atau gimana pelajar pengajian ini di Manado Ya alhamdulillah kalau sama Umi Rin
Waktu itu saya sempet tergabung kalau miringnya terkenalnya kristologi nya udah yaitu saya sempat
ikut pertemuannya sekitar 16 kali pertemuan waktu itu itu seorang masih online ya semuanya kemudian
yang emcee akhwat juga saya masih ikut kalau Sabtu ngaji sama Bunda sih langsung private
itu juga dibenerin bacaan-bacaannya kayak gitu sih kiper temen-temen di kantor sekarang alhamdulillah
ya apalagi tidak ini enggak sembunyi-sembunyi lagi kau suka benar lagi itu A lhamdulilah banget
teruskan saya sejak saya balik lagi bekerja itu saya udah ganti bajunya seragamnya yang enggak
Miss terus jilbabnya yang tertutup dada menutup dada itu Alhamdulillah bikin efek juga di sana
jadi kepala Sudin saya itu sering ngomong ke teman-teman muslim yang mungkin belum
pakai hijab atau yang pakai hijab tapi dadanya masih terlihat itu yang nih masa nggak malu
sama dokter Carissa udah langsung pakai gamis Oke ini itu ada efek itu isi yang saya sih sebenarnya
kbrnya begitu ya cuma kalau magus lagi ya cuma masih Allah ternyata teman-teman tuh jadi ikut
ke bawah gitu ya gitu kan Kalau mau adu masa kala puasa senin-kamis Masa cuma dokter kari saja yang
puasa senin-kamis akhirnya pada ikutan gitu ya ya kayak ibadah sunnah.doc yang Hai rutin gitu
Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah country tahajud betul awal-awalnya tahajud iya ijinkan rasanya ini Mas
udah 36 tahun kemarin ke mana aja gitu ya Jadi kalau nanggung-nanggung sayang ya orangtua saya
sempet bilang boleh kamu masuk Isla m tapi ngapain Udah pakai begini-begini gitu kan mungkin langsung
ketahuan gitu kan kalau masuk islam itu kan bisa enggak usah dulu bertahap yang lain teman Mama
juga yang jilbabnya juga jilbab yang begitu job yang keren dong Kak gituin kan susah bisa saya
bilang mau saya tahu yang perintahnya seperti ini gitu kalau nanggung-nanggung ya sama Ajeng
kamu laksanakan perintahkan ya Menurut saya sih begitu gitu kalau kalau nanggung enggak macam
perintah Terus yaudah Akhirnya saya jalanin kalau ibadah sunnahnya kalau sunnah apa shalat-shalat
sunnah sebelum wajib kalau subuh sesudah sebelum dzuhur Ashar Maghrib Isya itu saya jalanin Dhuha
dijaga juga tahajud Witir tobat Iya saya tahu hehehe hajat kalau ada sesuatu gitu Masya Allah
luar biasa kita juga jadi malu nih yang Islam Laila ngirim itu udah kebiasaan juga kan dzikir
Al Ma'tsurat pagi sore itu udah udah udah udah masih gitu Jadi udah mungkin ke bentuknya disitu
sih Terus dan mungkin dokter sebelumnya juga menjalankan agama submit saat b anget mungkin
ya maksimal gitu Iya saya juga iya mungkin iya yang seperti itu aja sih saya ini rasanya sama
adik saya sempet bilang sih kan gampang nyarinya susah gitu yang tanya untuk manusia yang lalai
kayak saya sedang itu kayaknya memang seharusnya dibuat yang koridor gini saya LED Islam tuh beda
banget saya lihatnya kan itu enggak sekedar agama kalau Silet Islam itu kayak ideologi juga ya kalau
misalnya Islam tuh dari kita bangun tidur sampai kita tidur lagi dari kita lahir sampai kita mati
udah diatur semua gitu kan cuman soal Urusan Agama masuk saya gitu Jadi itu saya melatih
Samsung beda kayak ideologi malah karena apa semua tatanan ada gitu semua aturan yang ada mau ngomong
pemerintahan ada mau ngomong tentang kehidupan sosial ada ekonomi ada harta haram file-nya
Thaharah mata terhadap menarik sekali perbincangan kesempatan ini ikhwan akhwat dengan dokter Carissa
dokter gigi Carissa Dani mualaf yang akhirnya memeluk Islam kembali arrived ya Yang sebelumnya
Katolik ya Kristen K risten Kristen Ambillah 15 Maret tahun 2020 lalu akhirnya kembali memeluk
Islam sebetulnya masih banyak juga banyak list pertanyaan darinya ingin disampaikan tapi berapa
tadi dari kisah perjalanannya sudah terjawab mungkin di lain waktu kita akan bincang-bincang
lagi doa kita sudah dikasih kode sama Kameramen waktunya sudah habis dan insya Allah terima kasih
dok kehadirannya ke sedih rasil Terima kasih atas sharing nya Insya Allah ini banyak hikmah
buat Para pendengar para pemirsa tetap mungkin para mualaf atau yang sedang di persimpangan
mungkin yang mendengarkan kisah dokter kali saya Masya Allah ujiannya tapi tidak sedikit tadi Wah
sangat banyak juga kemudahan kemudahan dari Allah ya sekarang Masya Allah mungkin kita cukupkan dulu
dok terima kasih sekali lagi kapan-kapan kita bisa bisa milih dengan pendengar hasil disini
atau nanti silaturohim penyakit Abah Caroline ke ternyata dingin banget ketemu sama dokter Carissa
mungkin nanti jauhkan makrolid baik sekali lagi terima kasih What atas kebersamaannya Sekali lagi
semoga kita mendapat materi pelajaran dan hikmah dari bincang-bincang dikesempatan ini saya Rizal
hak bersama Kameramen yang bertugas ada Bang atef dan juga Bang Yusuf dan Bang meja untuk
diri subhanakallahumma wabihamdika asyhadu alla ilaha illa anta astaghfiruka wa atubu
ilaih billahitaufiq walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh Waalaikumsalam Hi Ho
